when the loneliness conquered your heart

Once, my friend of my friend said that "The loneliness seems as a knife that sharper and sharper in the night that you're alone." I don't thinks he was right or wrong. It depend on the individual personality. However, last night I felt like that. In my room, I could see the tungsten light came cross into my room through the balcony. The orange light and the cold weather totally hit my heart. I had to see my hand and asked myself, "Are you thinking you can grasp your dream or just chasing your shadow in the moon light." I didn't know how to answer the question...

Today, One of my Korean friend was going back to Korea. She was the third friend who went back, and next month I have one more. She was cute, big eyes, and smart. So now just only me, Yuette, G, Tomo and Andy still live here in Lagucc. Ryo and Ho chul were going to college. The question is who is next? I had no idea to answer this question...

However, life is go on and the value of life is the how to treat yourself. Might be include the how to manage your future, but eventually, yourself is the court that evaluate yourself. Finally, the last proper question is who is left? I obviously had no idea.





Sincerely
Otto, in the mood of unconscious.