I have nothing !!

Today I'm crazy reading the book named "Norwegian Wood of Haruki Murakami" One of my co-worker gave it to me around 2 month ago. She said my journal have the same smell with this book. I hadn't had any idea at that time then I read it. Obviously it's English translation. So at the first I didn't pay attention too much to read this. Thus, for 2 months I read it only 30 pages.
During the transfer session I have a plenty of times to kill. So I started it again. Everyday I would read it about 3-5 pages depends on my emotion. Anyway the damn thing I wanna talk about is the song in this book, it called "I have not thing". It talk about the one who love to do something for the lover, but he has not thing. So rather than start to do something he decided to write this song.
Here I am...
"I would love to cook to you, but I have no pot
I would love to knit to you, but I have no wool
I would love to be with you, but I have no virtue
I would love to work with you, but I have no energy
I would love to protect you, but I have no power
I would love to love to you, but I have no heart"

some of its is my opinion, it might be not good, but don't worry about it because "I have no consciousness."
Best wish
Otto

This is American's way.

I can't believe this would be happened, probably it could be but I wasn't ready. After I called to change the gas belong to my name. the gas's representative spoke very clearly and very easy to understand, I loved him. Compare to T-mobile, hur hur... I had to say "I beg you a pardon, pardon me?, excuse me? Could you please speak slowly?" DAMN IT !!! Ok. that was the first Good Damn thing.
Second, I went to Pratt institute to give them my applications. Unfortunately I didn't make a copies and also they didn't receive my transfer letter yet. So I had to come back and prepare everything again(Hurrrr American's Damn way.) However, when I was waiting the train I saw the most pretty woman, that I haven't seen in my life. She was around 5 ft 3' , with tan skin and not too skinny, just look very appropriated. She had a long hair. She dressed purple U-shirt and short Jeans skirt. She was so attractive. I assumed she was Japanese at the first time, but when she spoke to me I realize she was native American. Her name was Jessy. She was from Maryland. She would go to Korean town to meet her boyfriend, Damn it !!! Anyway, First we met at N, W, Q stairway then she asked me the way to go to 14th St. and 8 Ave. So I told her should take L train, next stairway. When she walked there, I don't know know why I walked follow her, it likely something push me; or I changed my habit a little. I said "Can I sent you the train?" Luckily for me, she didn't say "NO." So while we were waiting for the L train. we just talked a little bit about non-serious stuffs. ANyway when train came I asked "where are you going?"
"Korean town"Jessy answered Oh my God, this is the wrong way. just take N. Q. express train. then you will arrive Korean town in few minutes. So we walked back to N stairway again. It hadn't any matter things more. But when I say goodbye to her. She came to HUG me and said thank you for sent her here. Wow it reminded me about the book that my greatest writing teacher in ESL class chose it for us. It named "American's way"
The book mentions about the easy to make relationship in US. It's totally true. However, It was fragile too. Afterward, we separated and I don't think I could meet her again. Anyway in the final she said something like hope to see you again. Even though our conversations would finished but I'd remember the American's way that you touch me, Jessy. And I LOVE MARY LAND !!!!

Hey, my Journey

Hurrrr, I have to write journey again!, even I don't feel bad with this but sometime I just don't wanna do it. you know? it's kind of lazy... hehehe
well, tonight everything was fine, a bunch of costumers came to our restaurant, they ate, they enjoined, they were happy, but they paid little, DAMN IT !!! So to reduce my pressure; the conclusion was BEING LAZY, please don't misunderstand I still work good but just don't push too much pressure, or intension that would kill me.
hehe, so to confess now I drink a lot, and feel relax to work more than usual.
Hurrrr, I hate to on MSN, some of my friend always annoy my...(oops, I couldn't say the name, but they were someone who already know, eiei)

OK I should finish my nonsense journey, it's bed time. thanks
Otto

I'm such a lazy guy

I'm too picky; someone said that. However, I think if you do something please do your best, if you wanna get something please get the best. Otherwise, don't do it, don't have it better, is that right? But that somebody still told me if you yet picky like this , you won't success any in your life. That's too hurt for me and obvious I didn't like this analyze so much. Beside, how dare you judged my opinion, life style from your experience, your old day. we were differ a lot between you and me. So I don't care that much, but I felt a little bit disappoint about your opinion. you couldn't push yourself so that you tried to push the other instead of you. shame on you.
that's merely my OPINION too.

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